There is a reason I said I`d be happy alone. It wasn`t `cause I thought I`d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone, and then it fell apart - I might not make it. It is easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don`t have it ?What if you like it and lean on it ? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart ? Can you ever survive this kind of pain ? Losing love is like organ damage. It`s like dying. The only difference is death ends.This ? It could go on forever.